Mary-K. Workman

I have read most of your books, at least the later ones. I am now trying to find your earlier ones, the ones before 1998. I really prefer a book that I can hold but am considering purchasing a Kindle so that I can do e-books. I have loved every one. I am now rereading all of the ones that I have read. In the survivor series, I am looking for one called The Affair, Ben’s story. I don’t believe I have that one, nor have I read it. There is a teaser in the back of The Arrangement, put out in 2013. I have spent several days trying to find The Affair, and have reached a dead end. Can you tell me how to find The Affair?
Thanks so much,
Mary-K. Workman